Gloomy Afternoon

Childhood and growing up are the most beautiful part of life, beautiful was it, so filled with the unknowns, hopes and mysteries of life, hence dreams establishes itselves upon the feeble yet probing heart of the young innocence, beautified by the perfection of fairy tales, played its part in dressing up the dreams. As beautiful as fairy tales could be, sad was it that life proceeds on the plane of reality, burying dreams trace by trace, step by step under the dirt of life, as time drove down the path of the one way lane…

On the way came a day when the mirage had faded away, when one wake up from the long sweet dream, when one came face to face with the merciless rational side of the senses, one may realise that the dream of flying away to Neverland seems like a joke, that putting on a webbed mask do not turn one into Spiderman, that travelling around the world might just remain a dream forever, that living-happily-ever-after is just an ending of an unfinished tale, that there is no perfect true love in this world…

“孤单 是一个人的狂欢
狂欢 是一群人的孤单”

–叶子–

that nothing lasts forever…. yet how long does forever take? Born an individual as everyone is, goodbye marks the end, loneliness will eventually take over, yet what would loneliness meant if the existence of companionship had never been felt, ever. not. loneliness dims as solitude lives… yet how many people does it takes to diminish loneliness? Boundless is the universe, yet we are still alone.

This year’s winter rain brought an alien sensation inside me, with the cold rain spattering boundlessly outside and R n B floating in the air, the atmosphere seemed to be draining all passion out of me like decending tides. nothing extreme, nothing much. i feel like a snowman. hmm… snow woman? urgh… whatever…

One funny thing i’ve noticed recently is how much attention the “all about man” entry had attracted, hey peeps, i wrote it only to humour myself, or perhaps also to humour others who finds it interesting, but really isn’t that TDH (Tall+ Dark+ Handsome) factor one of the most widely used way to describe how sexy a guy looks? well, at least a gingerbread man have one of the three factor , he’s dark, but it all depends on how long the baker baked him. Well, most gingerbread men are well baked and sweet. Well, which one of the female species doesn’t like sweet stuff? Chocolates? Fondues? Eclairs? *drool* OMG~

Come to think of it, too much UV radiation damages your skin, so if anyone wants a tan, go get a sunless self tanning lotion.

P.S: I just did some spring cleaning around my blog..

Hey~ that’s so nice of you ppl, leaving comments and all on my blog, made lonely me feel so loved all of the sudden. thanks guys, well,  since requested by anonymous, which seems suspiciously like one of the people i might know, i think i’d better say something about the X-M-A-S-P-R-E-S-E-N-T-S of Christmas 2005, well, feel rather strange to be speaking of the Christmas last year, but in fact it’s only days ago. The gifts were quite alright, nothing disappoint and nothing brought me over the top, as i’ve mentioned, a peaceful year. Things are starting to look good recently, widened my social circle abit and things are happening around, yup, they’re all great. ; )

Let’s hope that year 2006 brings a great year ahead.

Nice eh? 珊瑚海. *laughs*  yeah, not to worry, i promise you.