Gloomy Afternoon

Watching the eastern skyline during day break, is perhaps some thing i always do every morning, today, i watched the bright red combusting sphere rose from the horizon unknowingly towards the dark grey clouds waiting for it.. waiting.. waiting.. like a good courageous voyager walking into a trap… It was the time when the light meets the dark, catastophe is coming, when the blood sheds in the east, darkness will rise .. well, just like in the Lord of the Rings..

Yet what can be more traumatising then to be misleaded for so many years, it was recently that i’ve found out that my faithful belief had been a con.. it was all been happy and nice until one fathful day i glanced at myself thru the mirror, and know what i noticed? I’m square faced!!! i’ve always thought that my face shape is round, so deeply believed to be round face, till that moment… So how am i to face the world after this traumatising ordeal? oh.. if the sun rises again tomorrow.. (looking into the red sunset with tears streaming down my face…) yeah right….

If a time ever shall come when i’ll have to choose between sunrise and sunset, i will choose to face the west.

I am invisible.

On the pinnacle of the city, at more than 150 metres above sea level, i was there in the blasting music, it was a mantra that cheered on the beasts within us, the manipulated souls.The beast throbbed to break free and conquer, yet the fear for the traumatize of the prey trapped it back into the tamed cage, where it had to sit in loneliness once more.

Up above the peak of the sky stabber, like riotous ants, were the hundreds of restless souls who moved in rythm as the music thrashed against the insides of the glass windows, yet none would have realised the desire of the wind at the altitude to break thru the brittle barrier and unite with the blasting music like long lost lovers.

Time come where memories lives, tears flows and sorrow soars, but it wasn’t then, then was the time where fiery flowers bloomed high above the clouds, move it. groove it.

mizz the bar tops, that was so long ago. if only….